Table of Contents 

 8 Dedication 13 Matthew Shepard Photo 15 Introduction, Post apocalypse 19 Chapter 1 It is the apocalypse or. something post that. 43 Chapter 2 Mother Superior 59 Level 3 Wait, Why, What For, or Don’t leave me bloodied here. 79 Chapter 4 The Zombie Bullies: Selling Out 95 11 Chapter 5 Give me raw flesh, and best if it is yours. 102 Chapter 6 Mythomania: Believe My Little Fantasy and Kill a Witch Today 136 Chapter 7 Killers of Body and Spirit 186 Chapter 8 Survival Part A: Physical Abuse 217 Chapter 9 Survival Part B: Psychic Abuse: Defense of the Soul and Spirit 251 Chapter 10 When Gays Become Bullies 269 Chapter 11 Suicide Prevention: Inoculate yourself and always ask others 278 Conclusion 289 A test to take 300 12 And, just for fun, or those silly haters, you just can’t live with them or live without them 305 Movies on gay bullies, suicide, Mythomania 323 Some recommended online sites for daily gay news 329 Some other books on narcissism and abuse we recommend 341 Some of our other resources on gay dating, online dating, and Bipolar mood disorder 348