I am writing this book to set myself free. Hopefully, it will inspire others not to live in misery. I am telling my story all truth and lies, so that way I can live, forgive, and rise. It is through my eyes only, as I choose to share. I cannot speak for others, although I might dare. I am doing this for me, and everyone can see, not trying to drag others through my pain and agony. I have finally seen the light, and you can too. It shines bright in all of you. I am down on the ground wondering where to go; I will follow the light, but take it slow. I want to feel and live, rather than exist and die. I would rather love than hate, as it is a mind state. I would rather have nothing and feel everything, than have everything and feel nothing. I want to be free from these lies, some which I created. So, I can fly like an eagle and explore what I defeated. Life is too short to live in regret, but sharing with others feels like a threat. I am not perfect by any means, but I am perfectly imperfect and ready to be seen. I do not want to be royal or even Queen, I just want to be myself and I am Jacqueline Jean.