this book tells a true life story  of my struggle through a life abuse tourture  never knowing if i would  survive to see another day dawn a childs heart broken  by the spiteful  hands of peadophiles that were her family.  the only tears she could cry were in her  heart  her only retreat  from all this pain was her fantasey  world { reality hurt ]  hated and dispised by those who were supposed  to love  cherish   her  .  [mummy  and daddy]