John Marshall was born in 1961 in Australia. This 40,000 word book is the story of his early life through to university, as he struggled as a life-long bedwetter and his desire to become a baby girl. Through diapers, baby pacifiers and feeding bottles, John’s struggle will resonate with many whose infantile desires began early and never ceased.

Finding himself in a world that expected men to be men and boys to be boys, John Marshall fought to be the baby girl he felt inwardly, while still having a rewarding school life and finally, a professional career.

John is an adult baby – a sissy baby, but before that, he was a five-year-old boy wearing diapers and going to school, trying to find who he – or she – was.

Long-term bedwetters, ABDLs, and those who simply feel unsure of their identity will relate to this story of growing up babyish, girlish, and bedwetting.